how can I stop this madness?

the endless anguish it causes!

fear of losing my mind, my sanity --

has made me aware of everything around me;

yet I remain blind to what is right before my eyes.

I open my heart, here and now, to show you all

what I have buried deep down inside of me;

you will know all of my weaknesses, even if

they may prove me a pitiful, shameful being.