I've recently taken a few personality tests online, and the results have turned out to be pretty accurate so far. One of the results showed that I was a "Reserve", which means that I tend to hide myself so well from other people that I also end up hiding from myself as well. I tend to push down some of my feelings that often I don't even know what I am really feeling until later, much later. And it is true. I have noticed this about myself, but I've always thought of it as being a small, unsignificant part of myself. But I'm starting to realize that I always do this. And my husband knows me so well that he knows what I'm going to feel before I even know it. It's funny because when he confronts me with my feelings, I'm always like, no! that's not true! I don't feel that! and he'll stare at me with this yeah, right! expression. It's pretty scary that he knows me so well, and I really don't like it at all. I'm totally uncomfortable with it. But I can't really do anything about it, except get used to it. We've got a great marriage, we have a great life, and I would never risk it for anything so stupid.